Just checking in

KB and I are slowly getting school back on a roll. Getting her out of bed is the biggest problem. Oh, sure I could school her in the later part of the day, but then I'm too tired. We do finally go to Memphis in October to see the endocrinologist. So, hopefully she will start having more energy and be able to focus a little more and then hopefully school will go a little more smoothly. For those who have one child to teach; Can yaw please give me some tips on how to get yourself and child motivated. Thank you and have a blessed day!

My baby will be 15 tomorrow.

She is growing up so fast! I told her that we need to get some kind of routine, schedule or something going. We have not been able to get back in a schedule since my mom got sick. I want to get deep into schooling because I love teaching and I need some since of order. Plus, I want to get back into blogging because I miss yaw so much. Well, we will just see how things go. Hope yaw have a blessed week!

I have a stalker

The reason I have not been on in a while is bc I have a teenage stalker. As soon as I clear this up, I will be back on. Miss yaw much!!!!!!!

I had a wonderful weekend with my husband!

Friday night KB decided to stay a night and baby sit her cousin’s kids, JB went coon hunting and Rocker Dude went to his girlfriends. Dan and I went to Sonic and while we there he asked me if I wanted to go down to the casinos at Philadelphia. At first, I kept coming up with reasons why we should not. 1- I was sick with bronchitis and the pneumonia. 2- We have not planned anything, so very random and out of our character. I cannot remember a few more things at this minute. Then Dan asked if we should just wait until next weekend. I said, no! Dan and I probably would not have gone if we had waited until this weekend. Therefore, we got up Saturday and left. When we 1st got down there we was not doing very good. We left and went to Wal Mart and decided to take a gamble and have Rocker Dude send us $500. (CRAZY, I Know! Right?) We went back and as soon as I sat at the machine and pushed a button this image popped up and was laughing. I asked the man on the right what was going on. He told me that I had won. I asked him, Won what? He said, Money. I pushed cash out and had won $250 with one spin. Then I went to a $1 machine and won $165 with one spin. I ran to Dan and gave him my vouchers and he gave me $10. I sat down at this other machine and won $130 in about 4 spins then the money started going down and I cashed out. I told Dan I was scared so I was not playing any more. He sat down beside me and won $430. We won everything we had brought down, what Rocker Dude sent and plus a little more. We came home what we left with because we got a room for the night, bought 3 Indian dolls, 2 pair shoes, 2 shirts, and went to Wal mart and bought a few things. That was the 1st time in 20 years we had ever done anything like that. We even had a long talk. I am still relaxed from the weekend. I told Dan we needed to be more random more often. LOL!
I hope yaw have a blessed week!

Lots on the brain & been sick

This has been a long week. It may not of been so bad if I haven't been so sick. I'm feeling some better today, but most of it has went down into my chest. I may just wait till morning to go to the Dr in the morning since I have so much to do today. I should have just showed up when the clinic opened at 7am this morning, but I didn't.
One of my nieces finally found her a daycare for her 3 boys. That leaves me with 2 of my nephews to get off the bus and whoever shows up for Kate Kate to watch. I love em to death, but I'm glad the baby sitting part is slowing down. More me time! YaY!
With all the drama of the baby and this cold I have not felt like writing very much. Josh is still bothered with the whole mess. He is relieved not to be the daddy, but her telling us the whole time there was no other way it could be anybody else but him. They haven't even had the decency to call and apologise or anything else. I want to send a message to the girls mom, but if I do that anything she says won't be from the heart. I decided not to carry them to court. I don't know what tomorrow holds, but I do know, This too shall pass.
Hope yaw have a Blessed weekend!

Today has very Peaceful

Instead of wasting my whole day being lazy I did do a little house cleaning. If I knew what my day will hold tomorrow I may not of touched the house. I called my nieces to see if I would have any of the kids. They said that I wouldn't, but you never know around here. LOL!
My momma always use to tell me that I was her "WILD CHILD", so I guess I have a "WILD HOUSE HOLD". Even though I wonder if there will be more than one day of quite around here. LOL!
I do LOVE everyone that comes through here, but on the other hand I do get tired and need more me time. And, most definitely need to do more school with KB.
I'm glad the stress of baby Isabella is over, maybe things can turn back to some of what we call normal. I have tried for 2 days to write a post about the deal and get some input or advice on one certain thing. But, something would happen every time. Once I tried to post it and it messed up and for some reason half the post disappeared. The 2nd time KB kept begging for the lap top, so I just figured I would do it later. Today I just never got around to it. Hopefully I can get it up tomorrow.
I'm not sure if I have said this, but I'm glad to be back blogging. Many of ya'll crossed my mind often and I wondered how ya'll were, but I just couldn't do the things I wanted.
Peace< Love & Happiness to ya!
Have a Blessed Day!

The results are in

My son is NOT the daddy. Now, I need to know how to handle him. He is gonna be crushed.

My nerves are just about Shot................

Yes, she is cute and I just wanna pinch those checks, but still don't know the results of the DNA. Plus, Daniel is a lot better, but not 100%. I have not called the oral surgeon yet. Yes, I know! Shame on me, but this week has been crazy with the baby being born Monday. Today I had a 4 mth old, 9mth old, 2yr old, 3yr old and 4yr old. So, hopefully tomorrow I will not have so many and I will call the oral surgeon. I know one thing is for sure, I better call the Dr before I get the call about the DNA results.
Hope you all have a Blessed Night!

She is here!

7lbs 7 oz. 17.5 inches long. Welcome Isabella Grace! DOB-1/16/12 @ 9:38 pm
She is very beautiful even if she our grand baby or not. We will get the results of the DNA no later than Friday.

My husband has been sick all week

Dan woke up last Sunday with a high fever. We couldn't figure out what causing it. No coughing, no throwing up, no clue at all. Monday his face started swelling, but it was not his teeth. Took him to the Dr and I thought our Dr was gonna stand on his head because he said Dan needed to be in the hospital. I had took him to our local ER and after 7 hours we still have not seen a Dr. So, at 5 am Tuesday morning we went home and got 2 hours sleep. After our 2 hours sleep we went to our local Dr. After our Dr stood on his head he gave Dan 2 shots and 2 different kinds of antibiotics. He told us if the swelling in his face was not better by morning to call him back. Dan's face went down some Wednesday morning, but about 4 pm that Wednesday is was swelling even worse than the 1st time. I called the Dr and he told me to take him to the Tupelo Hospital instead of our local one. They gave Dan 2 bags of antibiotics by IV and told us to come back the next day and let him be checked. So, at 8 o'clock the next night we went back. The Dr we was suppose to see still haven't made it in and the Dr we saw labeled Dan right off the bat and told us to go see a dentist. OK! Dan has been diagnosed with facial cellulitis and he tells us to go to a dentist. Friday morning I take Dan back to Tupelo ER after I call our Dr. The Dr on call finally took us serious and gave Dan more meds. We have to call a oral surgeon Monday to make an apt because the infection in his face has no escape route and it needs to be cleaned. He had a rough day yesterday and I'm not sure about today yet because he is still in the bed. I'm ready for him to feel better. He is worse than the kids. LOL!

This goes with my post below

Don Williams - Lord, I hope this day is good
Litening to Don Williams has helped me a lot here the last month.

Sorry I haven't been around since....

I lost momma 1/11/10. I have been keeping myself really busy. To the point of over load! My older brother, Mike, got busted for a meth lab 2 weeks after our mother past. I spent almost all my time and energy trying to help him and his wife. I couldn't even grieve over momma because I was so focused on Mike. In March when momma's money came in, Mike's wife, started trying to put a wedge between Mike and I. Well, when the money was gone and Mike was gone to the pen she put the ultimate wedge between us. He went to the pen in June 2010 and was home by that Dec. I have seen him twice since June 2010. I'm the only one in the family not allowed to talk to him.
Feb. 2011 my great nephew was diagnosed with cancer the day before his 2nd birthday. I started helping my niece out with her other 2 kids. Through the summer I help keep Fisher and his 2 brothers, plus I got where I was keeping other great nieces and nephews to help my family out. (My great nephew is cancer free and doing really well.) When school started I thought my life would slow, but NAW, no such luck!
Let me back up to the day before Mother's Day 2011. My middle child lost his virginity. About 6 weeks after that I got a phone call saying that the little girl was pregnant. So, in the middle of keeping all these kids we was dealing with that and helping the girl all we could. After the little girl found out she was having a girl she has started cutting us out of the picture. Well, to make a really long story short because I would have a book if I wrote it all out. LOL! Okay, back on track. I have a lawyer and have called DNA people and in less than 3 weeks I may or may not be grand maw.
In the middle of all that my brother in law's (Dan's brother!)girlfriend called DHS on me and my nieces ex sister in law also called them on me to get to my niece. Yes, DHS got 2 phone calls on me in 1 day. The list was a mile long. I did fail the day came. Why? Well, I spent 3 or more days trying to help my brother in law and his girlfriend out that I didn't touch my house in a few days and when she got to my house there was popcorn all in the floor because I had 4 or 5 kids. LOL! The big topper was that Dan had a deer head on the front porch. Since he has got down in his back he can't do as much in day and after pulling that deer out of the woods he couldn't do much else. He was gonna take it off when he left the next day, but he forgot because he was hurting so bad. Now, it has been 3 mths and DHS has not come back by. That drives me nuts! Cause I feel I should be up cleaning from the time I get up till the time I go to bed.
Now, all that has got me where I am today. A couple weeks ago I cried my eyes out over missing momma and Mike. (Remember, I lost 2 precious people in 2011) After my crying spell I realized I was headed for crash and burn. After some long soul searching I am now learning to take a few mins a day and working on moving up from there.
Life is to short! We can either let others define us or we define our self. I was letting others define me and it was tearing me up in side and showing really loud on the outside. I have decided to stop letting others define me and over look every body's BS and sit back and enjoy letting the Lord take care of my problems. Now, I'm not perfect so I'm only letting go a little at a time. I know I need to let it all go, but at least I'm on the right track.
Peace, Love & Happiness to all!

Love, Peace & Happiness

That is how I feel today. I don't have any of my great nephews or nieces here today, so I will be cleaning house and learning to take a moment for myself. Instead of I got to get it done! I got to get it done!
Ya'll Have a Blessed Day!

Thoughts for today

“I can accept failure,
but I can’t accept not trying.”

~ Michael Jordan
(1963-)


Love, Peace & Happiness 2 ya!

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